Ok so many of yall know I posted about my plans way before the damn hurricanes.
Well, I finally talked to my team about plans and I said "Can I think about it"!!!!! OMG! I am such a punk LOL.
I just do not want to live in a place that has to rebuild.(I did that in Houston Through 2 Floods! It was so hard Trust me. ) I still count on escort work to help me carry bills and I am so tripping that I will fail in my work and There will be no extra "work" to help out !! I will have no nearby family, friends. No help, no venting system!
I have 30% of family here, I grew up here and have a great standing family name in my community. . I can go forward here as well but I need to continue my education 3 more years!!
And I just told My best move forward " Can I think about it!!!!" seriously!?!
What if they choose another applicant??
I want to hear"Its ok Chrissy you got this"
"Its ok Girl, You will branch out where over you end up"
But in reality Will it?
Keep it real yall.
Did I mess up?
Damn, damn, damn